Monday, June 27, 2011

POTM - If your a bird, I'm a bird.

Photo of the month - June
It has come to that time of the year when the leaves stop falling and we begin to freeze. Excuses for blankets, bourbons and boys. Three guilty addictions during winter. May your troubles fly away and you find yourself in a perfect little winter bubble that allows you to think, feel and create what ever you want.  

Friday, June 24, 2011

what makes my house a home.



'There is nothing like staying at home for real comfort'
- Jane Austen
What makes my house my home.
This display sits just above my fire place. It has five different things that make turn my house into my home. These pieces are from people that mean the most. I smile every time I look at them.
Antique Candle-sticks - As soon as me and Dan found out where we were moving mum and I were off shopping. She took me into her favourite home wares shop and bought me these two candlesticks (she has the same ones). My house is oozing with little presents from my mummy but these are the best.
Kissing Figure - There is a long story to this little carving, but long story short,  Dan bought it for me while he was away for three months at recruits. He just didn't know he did at the time.
Tree - Bianca Beatty. One of the most beautiful girls you will ever meet! She would bend over backwards for anyone, thats just one of her many qualities. Bianca bought this for me and Dan when we left for Albury as a little house warming gift. I originally used it to hang all my jewellery on but it was to pretty not to be seen.
White wooden candlesticks - Funny little story about these. Cazz, Dan's God mother, bought them for us. If you down for a drink then you are down with Cazz! On her recent trip to Bali she lost ALL her bags of shopping. On her way home to Australia, a few weeks later the airline found one of her bags and returned it. In it was a whole heap of work shirts and our candles sticks :) We were very excited.
Balls on top - I was attending the beautiful wedding of Ryan and Jessica's Andrews in 2009, these little bobbles were sky high in glass vases. There would have been at least a thousand amongst all the tables. I asked Jess if i could have some to put into a glass vase in my room, she threw me about 20 but I only needed three :) They are a perfect fit!
Framed shells - For those that have read my 'Melodies' page will know how much I love my brother.  These shells were a gift from Ben for my eighteenth birthday. All of these things remind me so much of home, but this one especially. Not only does it remind me of the beach and the beautiful place in which we lived but it reminds me of all the times shared with my family. A little piece of home sitting in my lounge room.  
After June long weekend it was time to pack up all my sweet little things into the car and road trip the move from Sydney to Albury. 


First night home. Tea on the terrace and view like no other. 

My inspiration Board - When I was living in sydney I would continually cut out pictures from magazines, newspapers and catalogues on the boring train rides home from work. When I got home I would excitedly scatter them all around my room to brighten it up. When I moved back to Albury Dan and I spent the day setting up my studio and blu-tacking all my pictures back on to a spare canvas.


Total eclipse of the heart - This is my favourite piece of artwork in my house. When we first moved to Albury in 2009 Dan and I had a huge blank wall above our bed. This, in my eyes, was not aloud. We spent a whole weekend nailing together a frame and tie-dying calico. This 3 x 4m piece is the first one we did together. Our house is now filled with them.




 This is my little Diesel. My best friend. He likes snuggles, romantic dinners and long walks on the beach, Oh and Pina Coladas if your down for it. 

Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy but rain on the roof makes me smile.

Colsey & Kate

Listening to the sound of the rain on a roof has always made me think of my Nanna Betty, the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. For the ten years I can remember of my Nanna Betty, I can recall countless days when the rain would be pouring, and there in the lounge room was Nanna Betty and all her grandchildren cuddled up with the windows wide open listening to the rain trickle off the roof. Along with this beautiful memory from the rain of my Nanna now comes another,  the life of our friend Jake Coles, formally known as Colsey.
As the rain fell on the grey skied morning of his service, the copious amounts of water droplets only represented a fraction of the amount of tears that had been cried at the loss of our beautiful freind. While the rain dampened the atmosphere for most, inside it bought me comfort. It took me back to the times with my Nanna and made me think of all the happy times that we shared with Colsey.


Every person that knew Colsey had a different story and thats what made him so unique. He would be there for a shoulder to cry on, a partner to drink with and a mate to watch the footy with. Some would say he was like a little old man, the kind who would always be so genuinly intrigued by what was happening in your life. You could never escape a big bear hug or happy hello from this bloke, nor would you want to. His infectious smile along with his vivacious personality bought 22 years of joy to all his family and friends.


Three huge cheers were carried out at the end of his Dad's words at his service. The kind of words that made you feel so uplifted from a family who is feeling so much loss. The walls shook as the three stern 'hip hip's' were led by Jake's Dad and were followed with strong 'hoorays' from all that were there.  I know that You would think that this kind of chant is done in celebration of birthdays or graduations, but thats exactly what is was, a celebration of life of someone that we love.


I say love and not loved as he is not gone, he never will be. He will be with all of us, every second of every day. We will never stop loving him and he will never stop loving us. After hearing this song at Jakes service on wednesday I sat down and read the lyrics to Jimmy Barnes' 'Aint no mountain High enough'. This phase stuck out - I strongly believe jake would be screaming this out to us -




My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart

If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
just as fast as I can

don't you know that ;
there ain't no mountain high enough,
ain't no valley low enough,
ain't no river wide enough,
to keep me from getting to you


You will be dearly missed my friend. Thoughts and prayers are with you. 


BL. x

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

3 little treasuers.

The 'Sean-a-pauls'

'Compared to a friendship, gold is dirt'
Treasured Friends
Treasured Memories
Treasured Girls

We sat in the car for over an hour talking about the previous night and how our boyfriend 'Vodka' betrayed us yet again, an occasion that we found reoccuring most Sundays. We parked the car in my driveway ready to get out but none of us had the energy to open the door and walk up the driveway. Ashleigh was wearing the only Sean-a-paul we had, a necklace that we had shared amoungst the three of us whenever we went out for the previous 18 months.While I was spread out accross the back seat gasping for fresh air, I noticed a huge bundle of wire from one of Karas uni assignments and started to weave another Sean-a-paul. It wasnt long until they noticed was I was doing and locked the car doors until I had finished making us all one. With our best friend Ash now settled down in London, Kara and I now LOVE to wear our littel treasured 'Sean-a-pauls' with great pride as if she were still here. They will always hold apart of her and remind of us the all the playful times we shared. One in Albury, one in London and the other still in Nelson Bay, no matter how far apart we are we will always still be together. Long live the Sean-a-paul. Miss you Smasha. Come home soon, actually no don't, stay and we will come to you!  xx

BL. xx

Friday, June 10, 2011

A day well spent.

"You can discover more about a person in an hour of play than in a year of conversation"
- Plato 
Endless Smiles. 


Today Dan and I spent the whole day weaving in and out of the rain and in to the shops of the Sydney CBD. Not only was I ecstatic to be shopping, but it was awesome to have my partner in crime back with me for the weekend. We had good intentions of spending no money and just quickly ducking in to grab a pair of sunglasses from Paddy's Markets before lunch, but that soon changed. We did pretty well up until the last hour or so but managed to walk away with many laughs under our belt and shopping bags in both hands. We tried on all our favourites in the high fashion stores and trekked up through China Town to have bite to eat. We scored unbelievable bargins everywhere we went. All in all, we made some wise purchases with a few luxury lay-buys. It just had to be done. Six hours later we found ourselves finally leaving he city. Hand in hand we walked back up to Central Station sipping on 'Venti' cappuccinos and figuring out what the rest of the weekend was going to have in store. It wasn't long into the train ride before I had fallen asleep on Dan's shoulder, a busy day to say the least. I didn't even think to whip out the camera to take some shots. I was lost in the moment. 
I honestly had the best start to this long weekend. It was filled with endless amounts of fun, fashion, love and laughs. A day well spent I'd say.




BL. x

Buy of the Day - $40 Paddy's Markets!
I was looking at a similar pair of boots by
Tony Bianco and wanted them so bad. I was SO close to buying them online but I am so glad that I held off and found these! They look exactly the same. Although I have an undivided love for you Mr Bianco, my bank account doesn't always agree.



Wednesday, May 25, 2011

'Will Be Done' And that it was.

A day on set with Lily Cheng doing Makeup and SFX.

" The difference between the impossible and 
   the possible lies a man's determination"

"Will Be Done" - Lily Cheng
WILL BE DONE is a psychological thriller/slasher that revolves around a group of friends, Leeah, Kellan, Hyde, Theodora, Flint, Sam and Amy. After a brief memorial held on behalf of the deceased Leeah, Sam injures his leg. They make a trip to the nearest hospital only to find it is in the renovation process. Soon, they realise that they are trapped in the empty hospital with something malicious that is killing them one by one and is connected to their lovely Leeah.

It has been two and half years in the making, but Lily was determined to finish what she had started. Lily's film was coincidently titled 'Will Be done' as it truly reflects one of her many qualities, determination. Everyone spoke extremely highly of Lily's beaming dedication as they embraced each other with open arms after what had been a large gap between filming the final scenes for the concept trailer for this film. I was also greeted with open arms and a warm smile. I felt like I was instantly apart of the family in which this film had allowed them to create. A beautiful thing alone. 
I received a phone call from James, a fellow cast member, in regards to doing the makeup and SFX for the film just a week prior. I jumped at the opportunity, calling her within minutes of my previous conversation to tell her I was on board. I was exceedingly excited to say the least and could not wait to get on set. I spent the following week surrounding my self in horror movies and filling out my SFX kit full of all sorts of crazy bits and pieces.  

Straight from her lips.
Once everyone had arrived on set we were straight into it. Stunts in the court yard, makeup on set and and props flying everywhere. I was so curious to know more about this film and the depths that Lily had gone to to make it become a success, but on set it was all business (the best kind of business). Having been surrounded by elements of horror the entire day, I was quite aware of how the story line was progressing, but wanted to know more about Lily's inspirations. I asked a few little questions.

With Love From Lily Cheng - Executive Producer/Writer/Director
This project was full of ambition. It was a feature that is now to be turned into a concept trailer in order to generate as much exposure as possible for potential investors to make this into a feature film again. I wanted to jump on board with the feature with the belief that we could provide a scary joyride with a solid psychological background. I didn't write a stereotypical slasher film. It had the potential to be something different and great, something that would make people think about their actions, their thoughts and their sanity. (Essentially a panorama of blood laced with intelligence.) In particular i wanted to have a strong female lead with an ethnic background. I wanted to showcase multicultural Australian actors (regardless that the setting was in America). I wrote many of the characters specifically with a different ethnic background in order to emphasise this. Although I do not have the resources to fund this myself, I truly hope that someone else who does can see what a truly unique project this is and take it on board with as much dedication as my cast, crew and I did. :-D 
I could not have done any of it without them.

Fine Tuning. Final touches. The beginning of the beginning.
On our earlier arrival to the factory like location, Alex and I explored the 'Old Flour Mill' from head to toe while we were waiting for the rest of the cast and crew to arrive. We found ourselves searching through old food laboratories filled with old office furniture and rusted bunsen burners. If not there, it was into the large industrial warehouses that surrounded, jumping in and out of old tubing and pipes that had been long forgotten. It was the perfect location for the set of 'Will Be Done'.

The 'Green Room' atmosphere was quick to check in. Before long we were all bouncing around and sharing stories while sipping on hot tea. I think we kept drinking the tea and coffee just to keep our fingers warm. It was only a matter of minutes before the 'family-like' atmosphere filled the deserted building.


We worked hard for twelve hours straight, long, strong and dedicated. Although, to me it didnt feel like work, I felt like I was having more fun than ever! Makeup, hair and SFX were happening behind the scenes, on scenes and in between scenes. I couldn't get the smile off my face. They say that if you love what you do, you will never work a day in your life. This, I strongly believe.
It was 1.45am when Shane announced it was the end of the day. As he turned off his exquisite camera, he bellowed out a loud 'thats a wrap up guys!' down the echoing corridor and engaged in a huge smile of relief. Lily (Director) and Miri (Assistant Director) had smiles raging on their faces as they cheered with a quick hi-five before it was off to clean the copious amounts of fake blood from the walls and pack up the remaining equipment. The twelve hour day had come to an end and everyone was extremely pleased with the result, especially Lily. I secretly could have gone on for hours, I didn't want the day to end!


Bianca and I walked out and into the intense night air during the early hours of the morning with our adrenaline still pumping. The frost was nibbling at our toes and every breath we exhaled looked like a cloud of smoke. We had just walked off the last scene of a horror film and into the pitch black night. All we could see was one car ad it wasn't ours. How ironic. We knew Bianca's brother Sam would be watching over us so we continued to laugh off the situation and made a quick dash to the car. Almost a horror film in itself.
It was an amazing, memorable and constructive day. A fantastic one to was had by all. This kind of work truly was incredible. I literally walked into an old warehouse with nothing but a makeup bag and flat coke and walked out with so much more. Experience, knowledge, friends and a whole lot of memories.
Thank you so much Lily for taking me on board, it was more than a pleasure. Thanks to all the cast and crew it was SO fun to work with you all and I hope to do so again in the near future. 

BL.x




Alex - Sam Slit throat SFX before liquid blood. 


SFX in the Green Room. Getting all prettied up.

Mona Lisa Smile.

Alex - Slit throat SFX mid scene.


Bianca - Amy

Renee - Fay

Anna Louise - Theodora

Zooooooom. 

Shining ever so bright. 

Lily Cheng


Me :) . MUA & SFX

Anna-Louise. James. Bianca. Sam.

Some of the amazing Cast and Crew.
We just wrestled in between scenes. Jokes, stunt prep.

Dilan. Gamze. Corey.



On set. 

Alex - Unsub

Intensity was through the roof!


Friday, May 13, 2011

Life in the Barracks.

"Not what I have but what I do is my kingdom"
- Thomas Carlyle


I have always been a strong believer in the 'if you set your mind to it, you can achieve anything' kind of scheme. Makeup and Styling took place on this Good Friday. In my first, of what I dream to be many more fashion shoots. With great company in hand we trekked up the road that the soldiers wish they had, and created my story - Life in the Barracks. 
It's now my turn in life to trek down that road they call career, but first I had to trek up Tomaree, or should I say 'Fort Tomaree' as it has previously been known. 


I will let Micheal Smith and Graeme Steinbeck, Authors of 'The Guns of Tomaree', set the scene:


1942, Australia was at war with Japan. Fort Tomaree was now home to over 500 soldiers within an establishment that contained torpedo tubes, mortars, machine guns, rifle pits, search lights command posts, observation posts, barbed wire entanglement and accommodation. If not residing there, they were trooping back to Gan Gan Army Camp. 


"Tomaree is essentially a huge boulder about 500 feet high, and forms the southern headland of the entrance to Port Stephens, which, incidentally, is an excellent deep water port. Guns were never fired in anger and it is not known where they ended up. What remains are gun emplacements, observation and command posts and the foundation of many structures. For over half a century they have survived the wear of salt spray and curious visitors. They stand silent seaward watch, their job complete" 


The massive concrete structures that housed the guns are now accessible by a walking track from Zenith beach - this is where my journey will begin.


Stylist - Bonnie Eick/Lola Marie
Hair/Makeup Artist - Bonnie Eick
Model - Bonnie Marshall
Photographer - Alex Warden
Location - Tomaree Headland